So now comes the hard part. How do we put the climate solutions I’ve discussed over the last few months on this blog into action?
One of the ideas Stokner emphasized was making climate change personal. So here is my personal story of what got me trying to live more sustainably a priority.
I had a reckoning of sorts when I gave birth to my daughter, Zoë, last year. I was faced with that “life-will-never-be-the-same” intensity of caring for a newborn all new parents know. Round the clock feeding, changing, squeezing in a meal and sleep when we could. If you don’t have children in your life, I can tell you – it is a ride. But a wonderful one that I am lucky to be on with my partner, our parents and friends.
After the initial whirlwind weeks of life with our daughter, there was something that stayed with me. I felt that new parent amazement of how miraculous and precious life is holding my daughter. I felt and feel profoundly grateful for my own parents and what they did and continue to do for me. Maybe it was all the hormones but there was this feeling of awareness of my place in the cycle of life (cue “Lion King” soundtrack).
It brought up thoughts about my own mortality. Which is maybe a weird thing to think of when you just brought new life into the world – but that’s how I felt. It’s kind of like that Robert Munsch book “Love You Forever”. A bit sad and strange but your parents loved it. As a kid it made me feel slightly uneasy. It wasn’t the predictably unpredictable humour of Munsch. It was exactly this kind of sentiment that I felt – growing up and growing older.
All these thoughts that no one really likes to think about brought me to the question: what will life be like for Zoë when I’m not here for her?
And this is really when I started thinking about the future and the environment on another level. (And maybe I’m not the only one: check out this article )
Literally – I had conversations with my partner about how many days it would take to walk or bike to the cabin if we had to flee because Toronto was flooded, or faced some other kind of societal breakdown from climate disaster.
So, yes, I was letting my eco-anxiety get the better of me. I felt powerless, frustrated, angry. I sometimes still do.
Out of sheer desire for control, I wrote a list of both concrete actions we are already doing, things we planned to do in the short term and things to do in the long term to work towards a more sustainable lifestyle. And this list is what brought me back to the blog.
It’s helped me organize my thoughts, stay positive and helped spur discussion of a shared vision of what my partner and I want now and for the future.
Facing climate change is like facing a lot of other challenges in your life: it depends on your mindset. You can decide to give up, or you can decide to do your best to do your best. My parents taught me that.